hide and seek

insignificant.

i dont like to talk about my feelings. i would rather keep them all inside. wont it be better if i made everything seem okay? my problems are mine alone, even though confidantes are always there. but its not as if i like myself for being this way. sometimes i wish i was a little more expressive. im never good at translating my thoughts into words when it comes to my emotions. its like a train running over my body, cutting it into half and left me gasping for the last few hopeful breath of air. melodramatic? its true. its nights like this when i just feel helpless in this swirling mass of uncertainties. i may seem to be all that i am, but im not too sure myself. my way of life condradicts my stated principles. i dont understand why.

among all this, this old wound had to come on. great. time hasnt been on my side lately.

note to self: i love me for me.

ill be back.

posted by charxoxo @ 11:29 PM