hide and seek

got back most of my results. boy does it stink. no point crying or whatever. its all marked. keyed in. appearing in my report bk soon.

im all prepared to get lectured AND grounded by my parents. or rather. my mum. but whats done is done right. how is a lecture going to change anything. wake me up and do better for my finals? fyi.. it doesnt work a shit on me.

so much for going to acjc. great.

so my sis got into nj. does that mean im suppose to go there too? to meet her expectations? its not that i dont want to. but. can i?
what if i dont. then i wont be able to be like her oh-so-perfect-daughter.
thanks for the pressure.

come to think of it. its because of her track that she can even study in nj. if not she will be in cj? yea. i should have stayed in track dammit.

its not that im jealous of her or that she has very high expectations for me. but its that me myself feel that im lacking behind. everybodys doing well. and what the hell am i doing.

hah. oh well.

posted by charxoxo @ 12:13 PM