hide and seek

ohgosh. cant believe camp is coming in two days time.

which effectively means it will be 6days time before tz camp04 is gonna end.

ohwell.

its my dads birthday today. and i still can rmb last yr when we had mango cake. sigh. how time flies. freaks me out sometimes.

hes an old man now. wiser and wiser each minute. which also means naggier. nah. that only applies to mums.

alright. he will live to be a hundred and twenty. thats my mighty dad.

it just leaves me wondering. the mysteries of life. do we have to grow up. i just wanna stay 21 forever.

sigh. sigh. feeling like shit now.

i feel like a driftwood. floating underwater. breaking into pieces. hollow and of no use. waterfalls will find me.

bind me.

grind me.

not in top form now. why do i even try. why do i even do all the shit and get nothing but disappointment. just feel like giving up. its seriously not worth it. not worth it at all.

so whats living behind all those fake smiles?

affliction. misery. an agony of doubt.

ohshit. whats my fucking problem man.

posted by charxoxo @ 1:51 PM