hide and seek

2007-10-06T01:46:00.000+08:00

ive moved on to greener pastures. in other words..

I HAVE MOVED.
(come ask me nicely maybe i'll tell you. see you!)

2007-10-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

KNNFKNPIECEOFFUPSHIT.
WTH I GOTTA REDO MY WHOLE FKN LAME PIECE OF I&R. WHY?? COS MR.BLACKNECK BASTARD THINKS HE'S SO DAMN GOOD AT HIS JOB. SCREW YOU.
piss me off any futher and you die.

2007-09-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

im down to my last! AWESOME. in just 2 days i can finally have my life back. then comes sunday with the jokers! the wait has never been so painful.

think ill rest today. start on phy tmr. shit im in the holiday mood alr. but who cares. screw newton. all hail the hours not spent studying!

till sunday(or maybe even fri night after i come back from having fun) TAH.

2007-09-15T15:27:00.000+08:00

midnight rugby world cup with danny boy:D i love. managed to wake him for tuition. this time he didnt ask me to shut up. violent bf i tell you. still im missing him alr. booo.

played touch for pe yesterday. i miss the game so much! been a long time since i held a ball. damn. 2 more wks. this counting down has got to stop. its making me depressed. lets think short term... its sunday tmr! all blacks will be on. this haka i HAVE to watch. then it will be the start of a new wk. then geeeepeee on fri. and before you know it the 28th!! noooo there i go again. i cant do it i cant. 28th 28th 28th come to me..

econs calls.
out!

2007-08-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

this is intelligent input darling.

gave sch a miss today. enrichment's
not worth my time. followed the sis to nus for her lesson. the sch is a freaking maze and they just had to build so many stairs. you gotta climb up and down just to get to the next level. they're just out to drain all your energy. and the internal bus rides are crazy. you gotta shove your way up the bus and the peopledont exactly know what courtesy is. nobody cares what you do during lecture. the only way to get the lecturer to stop and notice his little audience is when somebody burst in with a time bomb. UNI IS A JOKE.

the stewwwwwwwpid prelims kidnapped my boyfriend. you better give him back to me in 2 wks time. meanwhile, i'll have quite a bit going on myself. now that the p-r-o-m-o-s are coming, i'll be isolated some place so cold, so dark, so extremely torturous where no one can find me. SO my dear friends out there, i love you..but ive chosen darkness.

okay tmr's bbq is gg to be 'reuniting'. hope there will be marshmallows.
TOFU GIRL OUT!

2007-08-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

"use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thirll"

saturdays have never been so dreadful. i feel lethargic and all i crave for is my cold cold blizzard. i can mentally taste them.. spoon by spoon. ah, what little drops of heaven.
nothing is worth being looked-forward to. everyday is the same. oh well. who is it to blame anyway.
the weeks ahead are better left unmentioned.
farewell for now. i will try to find something to make my day for meaningful.

2007-07-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

so lifes has been a-okay for me! not loving it. but acceptable. loving the rogues by the minute. sch will be a bore without them. in another 5mths ill be greeting the newbies and another 11mths till i step down. fast or what.

okay i came online with loads to talk abt. but kinda forgot them. other than the one abt my sisters stupid hermit crabs. its the dumbest crabs ever. one found its way out into the wild(i think it has became cat food by now) the rest just keeps on climbing out of the container and falling on the floor. not once, not twice, but many many times. talk abt retarded.

math test tmr! im not gonna fail im not gonna fail im not gonna fail...

till the next time, OUT.

2007-07-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

good monday everyone! chi oral today was pretty alright. in fact, its was soo fine till i dont mind gg through it again. if im given the same invigilator. a good way to start of the week. :D the weekend went by sweetly fast. i wanna go to the airport again. that place makes me a happy girl. ah i miss the boyfriend! surprisingly the junk on my table is making me feel happy! chloe's incredibly huge lolly, chuchu's made with love cookies and a stack of written notes from the sweeties. i love i love i love my current emotional status. keep it up charlene! YAY.
good luck to my fellow canoeist! HQ, ah ji, leon. go cruise the sea!
till the next time, have a week full of fun and laughter.
OUT.

2007-07-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

oh what fun it is to ride in a one horse open sleigh:D

day out with puddy yesterday. just a pointer-never be on time when youre on a date with miss yong. youll end up waiting for a looong time.
D-day today. hope his mums freshly brewed herbs will make my time of the mth a crampless one. it did take me awhile to drink it all down after all. dinner at ivins after. the sis and daniel can go compete with each other on who has got the lowest chilli tolerance. im gonna feed chilli paddi to both of them everyday. muahaha. as simple as my day might sound, it was satisfying. love you carebear.

my week is alr fully planned before it even begun. its gonna be funfunfun!
omgicantwaitifeellovedwhooookgtgbye.

2007-06-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

while everyones out there studying or having their blocks. im home catching up on the hills. the benifits of starting a week early. rox sockx ballxxxx. once the rest end their blocks its time to pay off my social debts before yet another round of hectic school. only this time, its worst. wayyy worst.

im getting really lazy to travel. even walking to rail mall or taking a 10min journey to kap seems like such a chore. they should just build a food centre within 50m from my house. but then again if that ever happens i might just get too lazy to even walk 5 steps to the kitchen. cant wait for trg to resume. then i can work those fatty enzymes off. trg wont be the same without the seniors. wheres sam and my ice cream!

okay im just taking a pit stop here. i hear the hills calling me now so....out!

2007-06-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

i have a cool friend who knows how to 'photoshop'. me and photoshoping dont quite go well together. i will succeed one day.

so waiting for the boy to get up then we can go down and study. he have been sleeping since i cant rmb what time. and since im up its abt time he should too. lucky for him i dont have my cable. if not his piggish picture will be up here.

anyone for some cheap but not so thrilling thrills at penin plaza? its abt time i live the dream and shop till i drop.

gonna meet the rougue for a few games tmr. we're gonna own the seniors this time. watch us touch and burn. thurs=sch=puddy=brownie and ice cream?
off to find some excitment,
have a happy wk ahead everyone!

2007-06-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

saturday- kings vs sp at yck stadium/east coast makan.

i was planning to blog at night. but im bored, restless and suffering from pre monday blues. so i'll start studying later instead. im the procrastinator. will my tmr every come.

so the sis have just left the house for her first driving lesson. may she come back in one piece and not come back with a car repair bill of some one elses porsh. im waiting for the day she will be able to drive me to sch(if she keeps her promise).

okay. my time here is up.
charlene, out!

2007-06-06T18:24:00.000+08:00

my precious.

I CHANGED MY MIND. no isolation for me. whats life of a 17yr old without friends love and occasional dramas. love them all.

on a random note. i hate shopping. actually no i take that back. well, correction. i hate shopping when im broke. hate to be the only one not working in the family. a new rule should be imposed- every member is to set aside 5% of your monthly income to the unemployed in your family. damn this undying desire to spend.

sweet sweet surprise

3hrs of waiting. 3hrs of waiting with patience and love. 3hrs of waiting for worthy donuts.
i love you daniel wong.

2007-06-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

ive decided to avoid any human communication. trying to keep up with the pace is just too much for me. no more 'oh hi! how youve been' or the need to please anyone. from now onwards its just going to be me myself and i(together with a selected few). isolation sure sounds more fun.
go on, call me an introvert.

i feel warm tired and unhappy with everything happening ard me. including my top 10 hit thats currently playing. isolation isolation.
may monday be a better day.
or maybe after i've eaten my dinner and green tea ice cream.
(note: this entry was written sheerly out of dissatisfaction and in a state of feeling annoyed)

2007-05-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

just say its awesome.

i seriously have to remind myself that it is not okay to oversleep. ESP during the holidays. imagine doing the things you cant do at 9am when youre in sch. "yes charlene, like sleep maybe?" how bout trying something else like, catch nick jr. on tv? go swimming?(perfect time since everyone else is at work) start queuing at donut factory? now now everyone go "ohh...ahhhhh"

my hair is taking an increadibly long time to grow. gotta resist the temptation to cut hair. must resist. please dont stop growing short hair please grow.

im still ridiculously bored. listening to rhcp. refusing to sleep cos my bed looks as if it went through the vietnam war. now for some hellogoodbye. definitely not techno at all, how did i even think of it. okay then, i shall put myself out of my misery and go clear the rubble off my bed. which happens to be another misery on its own.

farewell for now.

2007-05-18T11:25:00.000+08:00

gave sch a miss today. no sexual sex talk for me. honestly, how many kids in sch actually give a damn abt what mr no-sex-or-else says.

i want to advance advanced-booking for shrek and pirates and not end up watching it at amk just like how we did for spideymen. somehow the thriller for sherk doesnt look as good as 1 and 2. but it feels more complete to watch the 3rd one.

ok gotta head down to sch for trg in a few hours time. new coach is coming down and i heard shes a hard to please woman. somehow i have this feeling that coach tay kinda gave up on the boys and decided to pin all hopes on us. imagine, giving us pointers and pretty useful tips, he coming down with chocs and gummies on a sat to support us, offering to invite other schs to play with us. well well, dont we girls just got the charm.

ballxxx out!

2007-04-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

our little weekend getaway to batam last weekend. <3

and some random pictures to sum up my week.

its gonna be a fun filled weed ahead! starting off with trg tmr holiday on tues rugbycarnival on wed and then its fri once again! sch life cant get any better (:

XO

2007-04-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

a little something on the way/during the aussie trip.

the weekend zoomed past and i still have not gotten enough of my boy puddy and toad. i miss them soooooo much.

on a lighter note. touch/contact rugby trg had started sometime ago and it rocks my smelly socks. yes, aches and bruises but the fun and company pays off (: rouge woooshhhhh!

counting down to the next weekend <3
xo.

2007-03-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

why hello char4eva. this week went by pretty fast and i have to admit peeejay aint that bad after all. im starting to like sch. xw sanjay shai haz, we will go through the 2yrs together :D

ive been thinking. since sch started(its only been one week btw), ive been neglecting lotsa people. TOAD and PUD! miss you loads. missed the dinner with S8. missed the conferences with S8 cos by the time i get home ill be too tired to talk. and it doesnt help being located at cck. but thank god theres a zoom zoom bus to town. okay, the real deal starts next week. lets see if it can get any worst.

met the stress free boy yesterday since his block tests are over. watched him play dota with his montmates. i still do not get the game other than shouting across to each other. caught stomp the yard. lame and yet entertaining show.

waiting for the boy to wake up and make his way down. im hungry. im home alone. and still waiting for the boy to wake up. what a quiet saturday afternoon.

xo

2007-03-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

-

I CHANGED MY URL, REMIND ME TO TELL YOU HORZZZZ

P/S, YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE ENTERTAINING ME AND SO WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU CHARLENE TAN HUISHAN.

SCHOOL'S STARTING AND WE CAN'T HANG OUT AND CHILLOZZZ ANYMORE, SO YOU MUST REMEMBER TO CONTINUE DATING ME HORRRR DONT THINK YOU'RE IN PEEEJAYYY I CANT SPY ON YOU. I TELL YOU A****** IS SECRETLY WORKING UNDER ME. TY FOR YOUR ATTENTION AND I <3 YOU

FROM YOUR FAVOURITE FRIEND, N

OUT!

2007-03-12T15:24:00.000+08:00

spent the lovely weekend with my boy. friday was chilling out day at my place where he bought tangyuan which ive been craving since quite some time ago. hahah. skipped the finale on saturday to meet my boy for dinner and 300 with the sis and joe. alright show with pretty good action but not much plot. sunday met my beloved again for the last time before he leaves. went to his place for dinner and i lost daitee 2 times to the kids who are almost half my age o_o helped to pack his bag. guys are hopeless when it comes to organisation. hahah.

so the boy left for KL this morning. less than 12hrs there and he has alr gotten into trouble. tell me how not to worry. hahah. good luck for all the games my boy! :D

got pangsehed by puddy in the afternoon. later is either out with her or to the hospital to visit jie sharon. 11hrs in labour. 11hrs of pain. imgaine gg through all that 3 times in your life. sheesh. all hail mighty mums!

okay the decision has been made. out with puddy it is. shall visit my little niece another time. off to S8 chalet tmr! cant wait. before i know it, my boy will be back! love love love

xo

2007-03-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

surprise surprise surprise. i love surprises!

VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND AN EVEN SWEETER 17TH! (:
love puddy, toad, mr wong, faith, huiqin, pearlin and after sch gang.

dont emo momo puddy. happy thoughts (:

2007-02-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

after sch gang! <3

skipped econs tutorial to come home. didnt have the mood to go anywhere. it started to rain anw. so thank my lucky stars that i decided to come back. (: sch was slack. bridge, daidee, bakkwa and of cos more of S8. OHH. i finally got bluetooth. start toothing me people! but all my messages are gone): and i lost all my contacts. so pls leave ur name at the back of ur msg if you text me. i dont entertain unknown numbers. (:

SAT. met timo and brandon to catch danceworks at marina square. tanglin sec did well. but ij did even better. my boy came all the way down just for a little while. <3 went parklane to pool with timo cj and jane. cj i do not look ahlian thank you!

okay 7 people convo can get really confusing. which explains why i took bout an hr to write this. and its not even 500 words. what more 5000 right puddy? hahah. thanksgiving tmr! cant wait. toad and puddy here i come! xoxo

2007-02-20T02:55:00.000+08:00

cant sleep cant sleep still cant sleep!! it annoys me when i cant get to sleep. you see, i'll usually read abt 2 chapters of my book before i start to feel sleepy and then lights out. but today the stupid sis stole my book and shes not home yet. and apparently this barley drink im drinking seems to be keeping my energy level sky high. the worst part is that usually ard this time i'll start to feel hungry. not good not good. ):): stupid sis.

so anw! the night was spent with puddy and hengster a few feet away. hahahh. just when i was in the mood to take pictures i didnt have my cam with me(sis fault again) and my worthless phone doesnt even take worthy pictures. so we just had to go through the night pictureless/camless/imageless. stupid sis.

but even though she annoys me most of the time. i love her still. eww. i feel gay. o_o hahahah. that face is so cute. i like i like.

which one do you prefer? i like both. so there. dont you think chijmes is pretty. love the shots taken there. ohman im talking to the lamest and boredest people online who just like me cant get to sleep. and when this happens we play the weirdest game online. hahah. i think this post is crap. but i'll just leave it here for all the random readers out there. yeaaa. i took one hr to type all these. powerrrr. my brain is working pretty slowly. and in a few hrs time i gotta leave the hse. think i'll go count sheeps.

xoxo

2007-02-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

just received a call from mr wong. it just takes 3 words to light the night up.(:(:

so many things have been happening for the past wks that i dont even know where to start. so i'll just say that im happy with life now and im actually excited for sch:D (oh boy these smilies can get very addictive) i'll try to update on a regular basis from now onwards. not that it will benefit me in any way but its good seeing char4eva alive and kicking.

my throat is killing me. bad bad timing. just when its the season for bakkwa and almond cookies. booooo. ohoh chesse prata. double booo):
over and out!

2007-01-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

another week has passed. we're getting closer to the o's results. i dont really care abt that. its the parting from mi that i dread. not that i wanna stay there, its just the company that i have that makes it so difficult to say good bye. yea we agreed to meet up and have study sessions together. but how long do you think it will last? yesterday on the bus to town i had timo and cj doing their duet piece and brendon gaying ard. its times like these that i will seriously miss. sad just thinking abt it. no more 07S8 pranks/lunchies/games at the plaza. no more faz and co. lame respones during lectures. no more kyra5 meetings. ah i'll just enjoy the few days we have left together. (:

faz! sorry ill be missing ur beach party. dont hate me. have fun staring at the girls in bikinis and happy birthday!

i shall be off to meet my boy and then to the national stadium for the asean cup. sg or malaysia? hmm...

2007-01-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

dear mr wong,
thank you for all the happy times we've spent together. the night we spent watching movies and falling asleep in your arms. watching soccer at my place. the healthy dating at the museum and east coast park and you always buying pocky for me. thank you for the patience you have towards me for the many times ive made you wait and thank you for the all the sacrifices youve made for me which i really appreciate. theres just too many 'thank you-s' i wanna say. so in short, as cheesy as it is gonna sound.. i love you baby. everything is gonna be all right. (:

with love,
charlene.

2007-01-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

why hello there. soooo sch has been full of surprises so far. the people there are great and after sch lunches were fun. although theres this problem with my math teacher. mr saw? mr shaw? he shuts people up, uses a mic to speak(to a class of 20people), didnt on the swtich and thinks the thing is spolit. hahah. classic.

its been ages since i saw puddy and toad. soon pls! i miss you guysss.
out!

2006-12-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

decided to give yall a update now since my beloved friends are either not replying me or not online. okay lemme do this in point form since my mind isnt thinking right at this point of time.

so sydney has been great so far....
-over dose of reallly good chocolates, fries, chicken kebabs and ice cream. (wonder if puddy has gotten over her im-starving-myself phase.
-i miss ban mian.
-summer feels like spring.
-cant get use to the 3hr time difference.
-still trying to get over the fact that my cousins have grown up so much.
-cant get over the guys with hot bods.
-i need to do more shopping.
-i dont look any darker but i think im sun burnt.
-mac sucks.
-so does retards 1 and 2 cos theyre not online to entertain me.
-i miss mr wong. and of cos the retards back home.

that kinda sums up things here until now. going to darling harbour tmr. more walking and hopefully shopping. i'll be back realll soon peeps! excited?

xo

2006-12-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

the reason why i'll miss them so..

today's the day! the day's today! day's the today!
sToked!

2006-12-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

long long over dued pictures.
have fun toad!

alright. waiting for 2 to come before i get to meet retard #1 then one hour later to meet retard #2. so while waiting. decided to change zeeee skin. a little gay but who cares.

many things to do before fri. 1)meet up with the retards, chuchu and mr wong 2)start on pud's band but is impossible to finish it by fri. 3)finish and return my current books and get more books. 4)finish off the stupid box which is taking forever to dry. 5)pack my bag 6)plan the itinerary with the sis. 7)transport snuffles over to liz's. yikessss. time time time.

better start packing for tonight first.
xo

2006-11-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

its over. ten yrs in ij. all over. will miss the exam hall. seating right infront isnt a bad thing actually. will miss the blue uniform. now to think of it. whats wrong with wearing the belt at the waist? and sock above the ankle? uhhh no no. it is still a bad thought. but will miss the nagging from teachers telling us to pull it up and the fear of having spotcheck every assembly. will miss the masses and morning prayer. grad night was probably the only time i ever sang the sch song.

will miss 4.7 dearly. we are probably the only class that has almost half the class staying in our homeroom during recess. it was not a smooth journey for the past two years. teachers and us definitely do not click but we survived. now we are on our own guys. we have only just begun. now we are basically sch-less. imagine this..
"what sch are you from?" "uhh was from ijtp. now just an alumni."
weird huh. will miss the feeling of being an ij girl. of saying that 'i am studying in ij' ten yrs was just too fast. sometimes i wish it was longer.

come what may IJTP.

2006-11-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

2006-10-31T21:09:00.000+08:00

genius i say. genius

happy happy halloween little ones!

2006-10-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

insignificant.

i dont like to talk about my feelings. i would rather keep them all inside. wont it be better if i made everything seem okay? my problems are mine alone, even though confidantes are always there. but its not as if i like myself for being this way. sometimes i wish i was a little more expressive. im never good at translating my thoughts into words when it comes to my emotions. its like a train running over my body, cutting it into half and left me gasping for the last few hopeful breath of air. melodramatic? its true. its nights like this when i just feel helpless in this swirling mass of uncertainties. i may seem to be all that i am, but im not too sure myself. my way of life condradicts my stated principles. i dont understand why.

among all this, this old wound had to come on. great. time hasnt been on my side lately.

note to self: i love me for me.

ill be back.

2006-10-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOEY my big tub of honey!

2006-10-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

music mania! i so wanna go. ):

today went by too quickly. even when i didnt do anything much. i guess life is interesting. you get to do lotsa awesome stuff. and i just wasted one day doing nothing. other than helping the sis with her hair. how bout those who didnt get to do everything they wanted to. wonder if they regret not doing things which could have made their lives a liitle more 'awesome'. i wanna stop at 40. theres just too many things to do.

its back to kap, classes and more murmuring this week. you can do it ballxXx you can do it!

okay this post suck. its too take-a-trip-into-my-random-mind. ill prolly delete later. but who cares.

out!

2006-10-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

why do they say we officially end sch when we still gotta go back for lessons? mean people. mean.

so anw. my weekend was boring. the best boring weekend ever. spent the whole day in kap ytd. yes the whole day. kap is my new hangout. smell of fries is the new scent. ice lemon tea and mc flurry is the new coffee. and im not lovin' it.

the air stinks. im feeling warm. gotta wake up early tmr. my tables in a mess.
urgh hate days im feeling this way.

2006-09-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

2006-09-20T00:10:00.000+08:00

mista buddha balls & da pud ;
tomorrow (:

bring the cleo will ya?
will promise to <3 you more if you do
luck for the paper, nail it ballzZz.

goodnight hooohum msn the temple people okay?
tell them to sleep well too. ;)
bye coolio,see you in approximately 12 hours time yo.
U da bomb.
<3

2006-09-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

four days to friday. 5 days to saturday. six days to sunday. one week to getting back my papers. 5 weeks to o's. i see me heading for destruction.

im missing a whole lot of people. very very much.
damn o's. damn promos. damn a's.

on a lighter note. i just got a list of new songs! the fray is a pretty cute band. heeeeeeeeeeee. music gets me excited. oh and my players fixed! thank god for mums who have big fierce eyes.

When you wake up, we'll battle all your fears, says:
btw your nick IS funny, even till now
When you wake up, we'll battle all your fears, says:
aha
mista buddha balls. says:
hahahh.
mista buddha balls. says:
i was thinking abt it during assembly.
mista buddha balls. says:
you think i will get sued?
mista buddha balls. says:
by the temple people.
When you wake up, we'll battle all your fears, says:
you think they use msn?
mista buddha balls. says:
HAHAHH.

you know. she can have her hilarious moments too.

i crave licorice. raspberry chocolate licorice? mint chocolate licorice? nahhhh. red red licorice with LB. ahh, perfect. LBLBLBLBLBLB. agree tessa is hot?

i shall be off now. see you very soon.
bye!

2006-09-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

watch it once. listen to the lyrics and voice. his original. awesome.
watch it again. listen out for the stats and drums.
watch it yet another time. check out the enthusiasm of the crowd.
compare all these to SI?
dont even bother.

TOTALLY TOBY.
uh oh uh oh uh oh!

be gone, DILANA.

2006-08-13T19:40:00.000+08:00

do you remember...

if you hadnt notice. the previous post wasnt done by the original me. who else would vandalise my blog other than noelle yong. but its appreciated and i'll still be your beloved bundle of bacteria and germs!

anw. hello world.
hows it going? alls good for me. wont say life is wonderful. but its relatively good. havent been much on the net lately and well wont be till december. ive decided to take my computer away from me. its probably the best thing ive ever done. i feel a stange sense of liberation. okay so it has only been a few days. but i see this heading in a positive direction.

why didnt anyone start a petition to keep the national stadium. haven you got a special moment there? like the time when manchester united came and played on our field. no? well thats a pity. cos it was awesome. oh sweet sweet memories.

okay then. i gotta go. cya when i cya!
all the best for ur exams. study study yall!
xoxo.

2006-08-08T22:23:00.000+08:00

Im undeniably an emo-kid. ):
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(refers to previous post)

i will ensure i wont morph into
a gone case, and will try very hard,
very hard but still will try
to be happy all the time.
even some pests are just so hard to
get rid of, i will do my best.
i will also like to thank
my beloved buddy, named noelle yong
for she is such a good friend to me.
she offered me coke/lemon lolly
to me previously when i was down.
even though i hated the flavour,
i knew she means well.
and that, i will continue
to love her so :D:D

2006-08-07T23:41:00.000+08:00

bored of school.
bored of fruitplus.
bored of the internet.
bored of people.
bored of emotions.

ohdear.
chemistry is confusing. i feel like mary's little lamb. thank god the test got postponed. but that also means i gotta study for it.

note to self: you can stand to do without all the people you have left behind.

i want to disappear.
no wait. i dont.
........
but i could be happy.

2006-07-24T18:50:00.000+08:00

ahoy maties. meet snuffles.

believe it or not. im still having the pirate fever.
anw its monday right now and im not having the blues! still, gotta brace myself for the long week ahead. pretty packed i must say. but i would rather have plans than to be planless. i love plans! they get me excited. and when i am, the week will pass real fast. so start the countdown to fri!
today is also the day old friend sprained her ankle for the very first time when the ball got caught between her so very long legs while trying to dribble it which of cos, resulted in a fall. all hail soccer!

oh i was eating fruit loops the other day and realise it doesnt taste one bit fruity. no, seriously. but then again. who can resist fruit loops! savvy. till the next post. have a great wk ahead!
yo ho ho its a pirates life for me.

hunny buns! the reason why i look forward to a new day.

2006-07-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

before i start..
H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y Y U S !
a day late.

okay now. pirates of the carribean has got to be one of the best flims. it leaves a lasting impression. but it ended rather abruptly and part3 will be out next year. nevertheless. hahahehehohooo.
*happymode happymode*

"me? i'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. honestly. it's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly... stupid." - Captain Jack Sparrow (from the first movie. gotta give me time to familiarise with the second one first)

CANNING. for you i will. haha.

2006-07-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question play a new song.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

How am I feeling today?
scar tissue- RHCP

How do my friends see me?
let there be love- oasis

Where will I get married?
slow dance- senses fail

What is my best friend's theme song?
forever young- youth group
wth. hahahh.

What is the story of my life?
mrs robinson- simon and garfunkel
oo interesting..

What is/was high school like?
temperature- sean paul

How can I get ahead in life?
waiting for the world to fall- jars of clay
oh noooooo tragic.

What is the best thing about me?
creep- radiohead
NONONO. why me?!

What is today going to be like?
better open the door- motioncity soundtrack

What is in store for this weekend?
lights and sounds- yellowcard

What song describes my parent(s)?
video killed the radiostar- amber pacific
hahahahh

To describe my grandparents?
champagne supernova- oasis

How is my life going?
gone going- BEP
wth im only 16!!

What song will they play at my funeral?
good times- tommy lee
yes rejoice.

How does the world see me?
letters to you- finch

Will I have a happy life?
good times roll- the cars
yea baby.

What do my friends really think of me?
you're so last summer- taking back sunday
really?! ahhhh

Do people secretly lust after me?
sway- bic runga
uhh suay?

How can I make myself happy?
all that i've got- the used

Will i ever have children?
weight of the world- chantel kreviazuk
i happen to love kids. ):

i love shuffle quizes, random pictures and mamakins lana cake!

2006-07-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

Your birdy looks like a starfish !
(:
Last night was well spent old friend!
and today was not!
You @()&#$!@()&$ .
:D

2006-07-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

hi this is charlene. gentle reminder.
the last few wks went by in a blur. didnt take time to notice anything. made mistakes and saying 'i should have' now wont fix anything. will 'sorry' help? looked all over but cant find the rewind button. ill probably look back and laugh over the whole thing. but for now ill just cry my heart out, take a swim in my pool of tears and stock up on chupa chups.

haha actually no. im just kidding.
ive an insane obession with the sky.
notice how blue it was today?

2006-07-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

she was a giver, an inspirer and a faithful follower. although she wasnt able to conduct or even attend that night, she will always be in our minds and prayers.
Ms sin, we miss you soooo much.

2006-07-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

Nova vita 06 was truely an emotional and amazing experience for us guitarists. the cca which i once dread attending has left me regreting every minute i have wasted. to see how much we have 'grown' made me see that unity does exist. all for a very special person in our heart.

'guitar club is a boring and useless cca'
well think again my friends.

2006-06-23T11:01:00.000+08:00

IJ GUITAR ENSEMBLE VERY FIRST CONCERT.

2006-06-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

She's watching

play ballie now.
Man those orange jerseys are
really striking!

She's has been a real pms ass lately.
she lah-ed me twice in 2 smses.
that's a dollar missy.

Anyho, I'll see you monday,
since you refuse to come back
in half time.
YAY persie scored!
G O A L !!
Im currently enjoying
the enable colored thingaling.
Blogging in my own acct seemed
to disable that.
You can surprise me with a chickywing!
There's crystaljade in central. :DD
Love you Miss chupachups!
The pleasure of sucking!
(:
Oh and by the way,
next time you can compose a poem
of yours truly! instead for english,
who are really far away in germany -.-
remember that dumbster testimonial
we wrote to each other in sec 2?
oh i'll go dig it out and show you.
Meanwhile, another G O A L !!
this time by the gentleman in the pic!
We <3>nistelrooy!
his name is very maroony dont you think?
okok,
signing off!
Miss-your-wet-blanket-ploys-always-fail-to-curse-at-Noelle.
aka, Miss-your-so-very-much-beloved-lucy.
(:
zai jian and wo hen <3 ni!
(Oh, this dumb blogger color thingaling
doesnt have pink! -pouts )

2006-06-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

Every fan is singing
It's a ROAR ENGLAND'S winning
Let's go down the local
Have a laugh and get all vocal

ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Dig Deep, don't come unstuck.
Stevie G score for me.

ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
40 years, who gives a "Oi".
Beckham scores a penalty.

ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Michael Owen's always good luck.
Sven'll dance like old Nobby.

ENGLAND WIN THE WORLD CUP
Then knight them all Your Majesty.

2006-06-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

2006-06-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

my cousins dogs in australia. omg. i cannot wait to visit them.

its official. i need a job. i want to buy puppies. ill name the husky bubbles(?) and the maltese terror. yeaa. contradiction is what i aim for. but my mum will prolly set them free. yes go on LIBERATE THE DOGS.

okay i should get a managable pet then. hamsters are out. theyre fierce creatures. fish? i would really like a pet piranha but ill just flood my room. ahh turtles on the other hand. now thats a different story. they are 80% human. they listen to your silence and hardly make any sound. infact. i dont think they are even capable in making any noise. it cant get better than that. which is why ive got 2 tortoises! pretty well fed i must say.

my time is up. watch this space!

2006-05-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

how funny is this. people actually ask me for advice. i mean, come on. advice from me? haha take a dive into the twisted mind of charlene tan- the making of all insanity.

okay why is everyone part of a band? like picture girl A and girl B having a conversation..
A- my boyfriend is in a band.
B- oh my boyfriend too!
A- my boyfriends band name is 'tomorrow i die' omg so emo i know!
B-not as emo as my boyfriends band name. its 'i die, for you' omg touching aye!
A- *rolls eyes*

just an illustration. but get what i mean. almost every single person around belongs to a band. owell. at least they use their talents, unlike me. im saving it for, uh 'the time will come.'

all right. i shall go vent my anger on patrick. he makes me laugh.
ive got the holiday blues.

2006-05-28T19:22:00.000+08:00

you and i are like when fire and the ocean floor collide.

i realised that travis barker isnt that attractive. i mean hes okay but theres more attractive guys like
-richard gear
-pierce brosnan
-johnny depp (yes noelle)
-butch walker
-cristiano ronaldo
-jack johnson

owell. to each his own. i remember someone once told me,"life's too short to date ugly guys" haha shallowwww.

listening to run by snow patrol right now. it reminds me of california and that makes me sad. ocean side? maybe. how much i yearn to see the real deal. even sentosa cove doesnt sound that appealing anymore.

okay i just deleted all the meditational music of my comp. like echoes of nature. they took up too much space. each was lke 15mins. i had waterfall, ocean, thunderstorm, crickets and all. 'wth??' yea tell me abt it.

i never realised i listened to van halen till i looked in my music folder and found 'jamies cryin'. good stuff. talking bout songs. it either makes you or breaks you. how true. ps prince talked bout listening to the correct music (something like that). i should start listening to churchie songs again. i gottsaaa get my cds back.

hm so, im quite a predictable person really. people can guess what im gonna do/say/how long it takes for me to finish one mentos and so on. what do i thrive on? uh. emotions, nutella, music(the chords), hangouts! and most of all jesus. haha. okay nvm. i am insanely laid back and i scare myself. sometimes i wonder if i take anything seriously at all.

2006-05-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

"Love is passion. Obsession. Someone you can't live without. Someone you fall head over heels for. Find someone you can love like crazy, and will love you the same way back.

Listen to your heart. No sense in life without this. To make the journey without falling deeply in love, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try, because if you haven't tried, then you haven't lived."

ah love. love, is the best feeling. or so ive heard. sadly, there are the unfortunate few who "trip on love", "run from magic". some say that love is the most beautiful feeling, while others say that "love hurts" and that it isn't worth the pain. which side am i on? ahh. being the optimist i am (i like to think of myself as the optimist from now on), it will rockkkkkk. whooo!

righto. the cliche topic on loveee. its random, really.

xo.

2006-05-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

pretty huh. thats where i wanna be.

i enjoy watching the sky. today afternoon it was blue with big white fluffy clouds that looked like candyfloss. then it started raining. which i love too. okay i sound like some tree hugging, save-the-grass! nature freak. but hey, im really amused by it.

this melancholy feeling wont go away.
not yet.

2006-05-19T23:12:00.000+08:00

ive been feeling pretty bummed this week. all, emotional confused. it just brings you down like that.i need a bloody long holiday and hell lot of sleep. my eyebags are proving to be expandable. wtf happened to freedom? im trapped,smothered. how naive i was to actually hold on to that faint glimmer of hope. naive. im thinking.. im conceding defeat. im not depressed. just emotionally exhausted. whatever happened? dammit.

listening to fucking emo music shit sure doesnt help. then what. slit my wrist? no. just let me be this dumbfuck for the night. okay this is a selfish post. do not condemn.

2006-05-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

im back with a BANG. the past four days have been fantastic. okay defining 'fantastic' = no school, no studying(well, at least for these days), great company, lotsa laughter. uh huhhhh. thats the life.

i learnt how to play majong! i never get a chance to pong cos by the time i say it the others would have already taken a card. and i lost 40cents. haha. nevertheless, great fun! yea so that happened on saturday. noelle stayed for the night. watched cry baby and win a date with tad hamilton. josh duhamel... hot hot hot!

missed service today. sunday doesnt feel like sunday without having to wake up early, waiting in the queue, hearing the worship team. come to think of it. i didnt go church for the whole week. im missing it. fear not! friday is just five days away.

three wishes. what would you wish for? (no you cannot wish for a hundred more!)
hmm lets see.
1) a live unicorn
2) own queens couture
3) be titled mrs beckham. HAHA

before i go. thank god for mums!

2006-05-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

2006-05-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

in the longrun i woud like to..
finish school.
leave the country.
drive.
get a job. (super nanny!)

random random.

most hilarious statement i heard this week:
"you are trying to sneak in to a M18 movie at the theatre. but you are like, 2 years underage. the ticket guy catches you and says: this movie is not open to people under the age of 18. and you say: i'm terribly sorry, i didn't know. if i see any, i shall inform you immediately. then you run in. "

HAHA.

RANDOM RANDOM.

im still in the weekend fever mood! it passes way too quickly. 3 more days in hell. history on wednesday. nooooo. they should at least give me an E for effort. F is just too unreasonsable. anw. i feel really good today. although there was a couple of mood swings. but it was still all good! having control over your emotions is the ultimate control. or rather the first step to have control over yourself? yeaa.....

latino music is really gooood. cubaaaaaaaaa!!

ok duty calls!
xo

2006-05-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

hello there. it feels as though its over. but no. WEDNESDAY. come to me.......
theres nothing more i would like to do then just seat down and stone. do what i wanna do and not what others tell me. ahhh. spent this potentially superb saturday at home. i miss the world outside. no matter how ugly it is. okay i should shut up and stop being a typical teenager.

why does everyone wanna be a tai tai? does that mean spending ur life depending on some old rich guy, be covered with gucci/prada/fendi and secretly hoping that one day he chokes on his own saliva and dies. then maybe, just maybe you will get all the bling. hmm.

life.. pfft.

2006-04-29T00:29:00.000+08:00

well well what do you know. its Friday once again. heigh ho diggity.

shallowed by the fact that we have reached the entrance of the devilish middies. the thought of exhaustive memorizing, over working and butchering the tenderness of my brain just cause a nauseating chill to reign. honestly I feel like a biddable sponge that is able to absorb every single shit they throw at us in school. from the towering pile of pending work to the trival, imprudent talks we get from teachers. so much for trying to like school. well yea to a certain extent. ah nevermind. just hope that judgement doesnt fail me now.

on a lighter note. its raining now! oooo the relishing smell of it. love the rain when there is thunder, they sound like books rolling down the stairs. love the raindrops, pelting down heavy sheets of water.

all right. tommorow is here. today awaits.

xo.

2006-04-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

TGIF! english oral is over. it was pretty good i guess. =D why is it always when the exams are coming, i tend to come online so often. haha! must...resist.....temptation.......

anw. made progress during our 'study date' yesterday. just that we chose the wrong place at the wrong time. haha. today was a failed attempt. we'll try again. oh im happy with my seat in the hall. other than that stupid fan which is like.. in my face!! 'free hair styling' whatever vanessa. haha. but yea. i like it!

someone please please tell me if theres the first three mths thing for the 1990 batch!! its not that i would study any less if there isnt..just that i wont get too stress over it. (ya right)

tonight was just about me myself and my choco baby. theres still about half a bottle to last me one more day. haha. anw. the weekend is here! finally. this weekend however is dedicated to chinese..english..history..ss..uhh..pretty much the exams. i am so bummed. urgh! cant wait for december. if only time machines are real. but i kinda like school when we have exams. the hours go by quickly. and we get to leave right after the paper. too bad its THE exams. which happens to be the most important papers in our life. haha. its so easy to be 16. we just..study. its like reading really. and i cant even do that. tragic.

yessss. the anticipated weekend! yea i know i repeated that point. ohmy. im so tired im falling off my chair. i actually took an hour plus to write this. thats how slow my brain works. all right then. night folks.

2006-04-15T20:54:00.001+08:00

to lose control is bliss. right? is that why people drink too much alcohol and get drunk. take drugs or some other stuff to make their minds go blank and they get all out of control? well. they do seem happy. so its when you dont know whats going on, you arent thinking of all the pain you have. therefore you feel painless..carefree. hmm. false sense of happiness just for a night and you'll probably get a hangover the next day and you start to feel like shit again. well. maybe it isnt their favourite way of getting away but is the only way.

dont forget, enjoy the ride. enjoy life.

what the hell was that about. haha. food for thought.

2006-04-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

howdy. deleted the last two post. it was really meaningless.

when the going gets tough. the tough gets going. sadly, im not tough enough. i crumble under pressure. but i'll still continue to smile. well, i guess thats something to be proud of.

thank you jesus for blessing mr jack johnson with so much talent. his music makes me feel much better.

anw. gonna watch family stone now. tah.

2006-04-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

i'll play like him ONE DAY.

2006-04-10T18:56:00.003+08:00

he's really cute.

2006-04-10T18:56:00.002+08:00

toad!

2006-04-10T18:56:00.001+08:00

char. char. haha!

2006-04-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

fantasia!

2006-04-10T18:55:00.001+08:00

yes yes.

2006-04-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

toad youre retarded. hahahha.

2006-04-10T18:54:00.001+08:00

go noel!! see that stupid bird and the pretty flowers??? =D

2006-04-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

traffic light!

2006-04-10T18:53:00.003+08:00

if only my hands were steady.

2006-04-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

hahahhah.

2006-04-10T18:53:00.001+08:00

unglam unglam.

2006-04-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

ah chu!

2006-04-10T18:52:00.001+08:00

2006-04-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

2006-04-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

spastic is what you call it.

2006-04-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

the sis!

2006-04-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

shes really stupid. haha!

2006-04-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

due to some online boredom and over neglection of this blog. here i am. =D plus a few pictures from the march hols. haha.

all right (never knew it was spelt that way, really) just got up from bed 2hrs ago. felt dangerously alive but a little tired now. haha im a lean, mean sleeping machine. anw. had chinese oral 2 days back. not good. not good at all. she was just talking to herself, answering her own questions cos i couldnt answer them. thank god its not prelims. but then again. what difference would it make? oh well. to heaven with chinese.

went on a serious binge earlier on. feeling kinda sick now. whatever. theres 5 items tmr. at most i'll skip it. ahh. dreams can come true. =) haha. strong urge to paint my walls. but i cant find all my paintbrush. urgh. so i tired to do graffiti. well, i was bored okae. anw. sad attempt. i'll try harder.

over and out.

2006-04-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

everybody in the lounge get tipsy. hahah.

2006-04-02T20:07:00.001+08:00

AHHH.

2006-04-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

me. her. quarter of him. =D

2006-04-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

hmm. we wonder. hahahha.

2006-04-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

2006-04-02T20:04:00.001+08:00

2006-04-02T20:04:00.000+08:00

oolala.

2006-04-02T20:03:00.002+08:00

its all about us.

2006-04-02T20:03:00.001+08:00

2006-04-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

the sis!

2006-04-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

BEAUTY and THE BEAST. =D kidding.